DEDICATED TO BUDAK BUDAK UPU

hehhee.....im gonna spend tis time to blog about my new found group of members that i reli learned 2 grow fond of thru out tis hols....let's start 1 by 1 individual...since there's alot of them,im gonna jz describe them all wit titles....muhuhuhu...

khai : the motherly one
qilah : my dearie twin
mira : the sleepy one
dayah : the cute n quiet one
suhaimi : the laughin one
abg pang: model of d yr
abg nuar : the social king
abg aria: the vogue one
black: the black one la,ape lagi
khalis: the well built one
nash: the scandalous one
farhana: the pretty one
tasha: the sweet one

muahhahaa......n im gonna spend my comin few days wit them,,,bet it's gonna b a good time wit them!!

n hey,so sorry but i actually forgotten 2 label 2 very important names s they were d ones takin reli good cr of me wen i was in sarawak. no excuse 4 me 2 4get them. so rem, jz bcos i din write bout u 1st, doesn't mean u r not important. stil very important ppl ya!!:D here's 2 .....

kak mah: the caring one
kak dah : the cute one

Memories

Who is that girl i c

Starin straight back at me?

Wen will my reflection show

Who i am inside?

There is a heart tt muz b free 2 fly,

Tt burns wit d need 2 noe d reason y...

Time continue 2 fly without waitin 4 any1 like a merciless wave tt swipe everythin on its way clean. Try s i may, i can't cling on to the memories of d past. It used to be crystal clear. Every senses so attuned to it. Yet now it plays like a broken record. Blur n imperfect. It can make no justice 2 wat it reli was. Memories...how frail it is. I cling 2 it s hard s i can, but like sand that can't be held, lil by lil it fade away.

Time changed a person. A small part of me reali miss tt old part of me n d old ways of livin. Yet how long more can i cling on 2 tt old me wen my finite brain is slowly but surely 4gettin the past?

I gained n i lost wen i was forced 2 take tis path. I will never choose tis path myself. Yet bein thrown in2 tis road that im nt familiar wit, i learned so many things.

I learned that faith involves trustin God in each step, puttin one foot in front of d other.
I learned tt we cn sumwat learn 2 survive no matter wt situation we r put in n God intend it 4 good.
I learned tt personality n tots will change by time s we grow frm one stage 2 d other,
That d past us cn even b unrecognisable 2 us nw.

Thrown in2 a path i nv tk voluntarily, i can't say that im completely happy.
Yet it's oni wit tis path, d serenity n peace tt comes frm trustin d Lord 2 carry me thru will ever surface.
It's oni nw tt i learnt, there is tis side of me tt i have never seen.

God broke my leg tt i learn 2 find Him on bended knees.
God broke me tht he cn mold me in2 better n tougher stuff.

I experienced many new things, more adventurous, takin on a future tht i nv imagin i will have.
I experienced God tearin me, oni knowin later on, it hurt Him more than me,
I experienced love, enrichin love tht strengthen d bond between me n my assembly,
I experienced love frm family n frens tt goes wit unspoken words.

Indeed it's time 2 walk away frm d old past, d memories i cling on so dearly 2.

N im learnin 2 b grateful,
That God created my brain in such a way,
That i cn oni rem so much,
That i have changed n nt recognised d old me.

Wat i hav been up 2 ( Part 3)

Im representin my uni for intervarsity malay debate competition in UNIMAS tis comin 12-16th of june. Tt will mark my 1st time takin flight. Hahaha....jakun i noe, tak pernah naik plane. But im proud 2 say tt my 1st trip on plane is sponsored for n i dun need pay a cent!:D recently been travellin in uni for d practise. Tis group of malay frens frm debate team r real cool ppl 2 hang out wit. Though i oni c them once a yr, they r fun 2 b wit. They r all real good debaters by d way. Can reali feel d pressure s im d weak link of d team n most of d time i went gaga went they state their points. Haha...but oh well, for d experience, it's real cool!

Yup,tt's me, busy takin pic wen ppl discussin.hahhaa....

These are our panel judges for d days, n d guy wit specs r real good wit his facts.impressive.

N here is our opposition!!!

All in all, it's been fun practisin wit them though im sure it's frustratin for them 2 have me in d team.huhuhu....will update u all bout d competition progress once im back frm it!

P/s - can u believe it, my exam result is comin out a day b4 my trip 2 sarawak. Wat a spoiler!ARGH.

Wat Have I Been Up 2 (2nd part)

Went down 2 Kepong on d 28th of May 2 celebrate my cousin suet mei's birthday. She is 16 yrs old tis yr! A real dilligent n hardworkin young girl. N she sings real well oso. She is in her school choir group n recently they won d district level n she's goin johor 4 d national level tis july. Reali hope she can make it. Neway, it was a simple celebaration tt nite. I bought a cake frm Kings for her n yummy, d cappucino cake definitely taste good!

Nice leh...oh...yummy.....2 bad no Kings in Kajang

Yup tis is her makin her wish...look at tt smile!

As she made her wish, I prayed a silent prayer tt no matter wat she wish, I will wish her Jesus. For in d Lord Jesus Christ, we are complete n lackin nothin. I wish and hope tt she will one day come 2 noe d Lord s her personal Savior, Lord n most of all a Faithful Companion thru out life's big n small trials. May she find the best bday gift of all, Lord Jesus Christ.

How sweet to hold a newborn baby,

N feel d pride n joy he give,

But greater still d calm assurance,

Tis child can face uncertain day,

Bcos Christ lives.

Wat Have I Been Up 2!!

On 26th i went to my uncle's hse. It's been sumtime since i last saw him. My uncle landed on a new job in langkawi n he oni come back oni once every 3 mths. I reali did miss him! He is my favourite uncle n he sayang me alot. Tt nite was a good time of catchin up with his family especially my cousins little daughter. i saw her grow up n now she's already std 4...she's stil so attached 2 me, made me felt so touched.:D neway i was fascinated wit her Barbie dolls collection. It's reali impressive!!

Looks lik real lovin couple rite???hehehe...

Handsome prince surrounded by pretty girls...ah...every guys dream ek?:P

Now tis is every girls dream....huhuhuhu

It's funny hw i nv enjoyed Barbie dolls wen i was a kid n nw im so fascinated wit it! Guess im catchin up wit sum missin childhood experiences. haha.... A great nite n i can't wait 4 my uncle 2 get back another 3 mths later!