H.E.A.R.T.A.C.H.E

Someone to just borrow a shoulder for me to cry on....

Anybody?

:)

I'll be ok...just need pampering...

Life Without FB

Had to go without FB for a week..Tot i will b like tis....



But u noe wat, in d end...





+ It reli feels good +
+ life in real world is indeed. +
+ so much better +
+ thx U Lord +

Had A Bad Day

Suffice 2 say....
I had a bad day yesterday wit so many things not goin rite..
But oh well...



Yup...im an optimist hamster! One day at a time. Today?




Assignment mode on! Thx Baby Google for all these images~~

Good old days.

My good old day in Kajang High School in Punjabi Suit. But i can't recall much of it. Just rem i was tellin a sajak for National Day. Miss those days wen i used to tell sajak.

Gettin older?....yeeeppp.....it's been 3 yrs since i left High School.

Time goes on n on, n before i noe it, nw im gonna grad from uni n face another cross road of my life.

Thx U Lord for bein faithful all these yrs.

Dedicated 2 u!

Today i opened up my FB acc n someone actually popped up to say hi. She reali made my day! Tis person is none other than miss lau cheng cheng.

She is a friend whom i know since standard 5. Longest survivin friendship because i dun tink i still keep in touch wit any of my frens from my standard 1-3 year.

I stil recall my very 1st day in Std 5. I was lost n terrified not knowin anyone since i jumped PTS. I almost cried that mornin wen everyone gave me d what-is-tis-girl-doin-in-our-class look. I ended up sittin besid tis girl whom i tot was a malay bcos she was more on d tanned skin side *hitam manis ok* Then the teacher called out d attendance n lo n behold d girl next to me is called lau cheng cheng. Everyone includin d teacher was puzzled. Only then we knew she is of a mixed parentage, hence d skin color.

N that was d very beginnin of our beautiful frenship. We played together n stick 2gether wit each other. My very 1st school trip was wit her too! Check out how cute we were durin our young days. *nt tt we r old nw, haha*



We went swimmin 2gether, library. We were reali good girl alright. :D

We lost touched after Form 1 because we went to different school, but i always tell people bout tis best fren i had in primary. We bumped into each other once in awhile n we tried keepin in touch, but it was difficult s we dun hav handphones or internet line back then *kids these days r so fortunate*

Then..finally after years, we found each other thru Facebook n we even met up once. She hasnt changed much over the yrs. Stil the same old sweet Cheng Cheng i always known. But, of course, we grown more mature. S we sat down n chatted in McD, it was s if we never lost touch over d yrs n we can talk bout anythin.

You know what is d most beautiful thing of all?...I discovered she believed in Lord Jesus Christ s i did n tt make d bond even stronger s we serve d same Lord n s we share common view on things.

Trust me, she and i r so different in personalities, background, d path we r pursuing, but d bond is stil there.

Cheng cheng, cheers 4 our frenship tt had survived all d lost communication, difference n time. I love u babe.

Kadang Kala

Kadang-kala, kita sebagai manusia, kita cuba untuk membuatkan semua orang untuk menyukai siapa kita dan menghargai diri kita. Kadang kala, kita cuba untuk menjadi antara mereka yang popular. Kadang-kala kita tidak meminta pun untuk menjadi popular, setakat untuk menjadi salah seorang daripada sesebuah kumpulan. Mengikut pensyarah aku, itu dipanggil esprit de core *sense of belonging/ semangat kekitaan*

Tapi, kita kadang-kala alpa... untuk menghargai mereka yang menghargai kita kerana kita cuba untuk memuaskan hati mereka yang hanya menggunakan kita. Kita kadang-kala tidak sedar bahawa insan terbaik berada di hadapan mata kita sahaja. Kita kadang-kala mengorbankan apa yang tidak patut dan melakukan apa yang tidak patut untuk menjadi sebahagian daripada kumpulan gempak.

Kita ampu mereka. Kita habiskan masa berbuat apa sahaja untuk mereka. Kita bergelak kosong dengan mereka. Kita terkial-kial mencari mereka tatkala kita perlukan kawan.

Di dalam perjalanan itu,kawan sejati kita tinggalkan.(Ah lah, tak free r. Aku nak keluar dengan orang lain.) Papa dan mama kita tinggalkan.(mama,i nak keluar dengan dia. Kerja rumah nanti la saya buat. Ayah, i nak duit untuk makan dengan kawan)

Di akhir hari, kita akan sedar bahawa apabila kawan-kawan gempak ini tinggalkan kita, meminggirkan kita, aniaya kita, pijak kita demi kepentingan dia...

Siapa yang akan datang untuk membantu kita...

Keluarga yang kita ambil ringan dan tengking. Kawan yang sedih bila kita tidak mencari dia namun tetap ada untuk kita.

Gelak tawa itu penting. Tidak salah untuk kita berkawan dengan semua orang, tidak salah untuk kita membantu semua orang, tetapi...di tahun baru ini..ingatlah siapa yang benar-benar penting di dalam hidup kita. Hargailah keluarga dan kawan tersayang.

Finally..

Hey everyone...for those who tink my blog is dead *note to hui hsien* i finally revive it. Just don't really have the mood to sit down n type wat i tink and anyhow, being me, i dun tink any1 is interested in wat i have to say...

Anyway, it is d 4th of Jan n i had a blast 4 d last few days of my 2009 n first few days of my 2010.

Closing of 2009 - went Kirsten's house for Kane's bday. Good time catchin wit amir, natasha, Szeping n Kirsten
- went out wit Miss Chikwan, Huihsien, Szeping, Xianshi n Miss Chingyee *so glad to c her,haven met since we left high school! Not lik i wasn't glad to c d rest of u guys, LOL*

1st Jan- spent my 12 am in church wit church member, went home n spent time wit mum till 3 am. Then woke up at 5 am to go hikin in broga hill wit my church mates n Suguna's frens. Then went bowling. Hehe. Loved my new yr

2nd Jan - Went for my first swim in kajang hill golf club wit miss suguna n aunty kim. Then by 2 pm, went out wit miss ellice, miss phoebe, miss suguna *again miss suguna* n mr jupe to my 1st in ikea, early dinner in ikea n then my 1st 3D movie *avatar*

3rd Jan - marked the start of sun school for this year. So glad to c those faces back n yup, my 1st visit to one of the children's home too. Glad to chat wit one of d kids mum but kinda feel sad bcos her life is tough - will keep prayin for her.

4th Jan - back in uni. Sigh. My time in UKM is numbered.

Hurm...everyone been writin bout new year resolution. It's such a hype durin the beginnin of the year. Im nt goin to bore u wit my resolution but just to give u a piece of my mind bout new year resolution.

1. The common resolutions of so many people will be - to spend more time with loved ones, to lose weight n to excel in their work. Does it cross ur mind tt ppl do the same resolution every year bcos they always fail in achievin tis common resolutions as the year pass them? Do u hav the strength to reali make it happen tis year?

2. Is our lives all about strivin 4 more success n 4 more tis n that? Look at ur resolutions n u will notice at the core of it, that is wat matters most to you. Life doesn't consist of all play, strivin 4 more success n more weight loss. I am not sayin tt u can't make these resolutions, but mayb it's time tt we *yes, especially me* to remember that life is not ALL about that. But that life is about serving God, followin Him n walk with Him, day by day, step by step s God teach us how to live a life tt is abundant, a life tt is worth livin, n a life that is reali life. Without God, there is no life God created u n i. It is only fair tt we play accordin to His rule.

I have resolutions, and bein d next door girl, my resolutions does include those common resolutions I listed above. But I am glad, bcos, at the end of the day, I have the Guide of Life, my Lord n Savior Jesus Christ, to show me how to live life, NOT a life of just makin resolutions year after year, strivin for more n more, BUT a life that is filled wit meanin.

P/s - yes i intend to lose weight, 5 kgs - hence the physical activity of my first few days of the year. Haha. Blessed new year,all my love.

Where might you be goin to tis fine day my fren,

Of along an aimless road that soon must end,

Chasin an illusive dream tt shines so fair,

But wen found isn't there?

I can und the weary sigh my fren,

There but for the grace of God go i my fren,

He'll lead you to your journey end,

So come along n walk wit Him.