Some thoughts.

In our lives, im sure all of us have people whom we are close to.

You know, people that you always hang out with.

People that you find when you are in need of advice.

People that you always buy things for and all.

It's what we call our "inner circle" of friends.

They make us feel warm and that we belonged somewhere.

But..

There are certain times in life, when you want to be close to someone,

But that someone just never accept it, probably due to some issues of past or maybe that person is prejudiced for some reasons.

It can be pretty crushing you know.

To be judged for your past and not for who you are.

Guess some stains can never be clean.

But let me tell you this,

Just because someone does not make you their priority list, it does not mean that you have to stop making them your priority.

Keep trying. The Lord was rejected time and time, He endured it all. No servant is greater than the Master.

A new month.

Well November is here!

Each new month that comes always remind me that, the Lord had just granted me another month of life to make a difference on Earth.

It's almost the sunset of 2010, 2011 is beckoning at the horizon.

It's been a year of DECISIONS to me. And this year, am glad to say, change me in so many ways.

Many ups such as my internship, my graduation, my commencement of Masters studies, working, and went to Sabah.

The down side, my dad's admission to hospital and many others that are too private to mentioned that are tough, wonderful and humbling lessons from the Lord.

But u noe, i think what i carry in my memories are less of events and happenings.

What remains in my small tiny finite brains are footprints that people leave in my heart.

The things my loved ones said, the laughters, the encouragement, the rebuke.

Many had make a difference in my life. This month as i step into 22nd year of my life, i wanna thank each of u for the wonderful footprints u left in my heart. U know who u r.