wat does independence day mean 2 me...

Tmrw is National Day. National Day do mean alot 2 me other than d fact tt it is a public holiday....

I rem last 2 yrs, i went 2 Universiti Utara Malaysia 4 debat perpaduan and durin 1 of d free time, they showed tis movie called Hati Malaya 1957. I cried watchin tt show, bcos it reli touches my heart. D struggles of independence by the heroes of our countries.

However i noe, learnin history can sumtimes b fabricated, 4getting sum ppl tt's important in d process..Mayb not everyone who contributed 2 d country's independence was acknowledged n sum mayb 4gotten by history. Bcos i noe independence is not d effort of one person. But a group of unsung heroes who cared enough 2 make a difference.

I reali thx all these warriors 4 setting us free from imperialism. Whether d ones mentioned alwiz lik Tunku Abdul Rahman, Tan Cheng Lock, Onn Jaafar, Tun Sambathan or those tt was nv mentioned. Thx u. It is 4 wat u fought, tt i can live in such a beautiful country n b called citizen of Malaysia.

Yes..I admit our country is nt perfect, far from it in fact. many things still need 2 b improved especially wen it comes 2 d security, d life of those livin in poverty, racism, public transportation, political issues n many others. But i noe, slowly but surely, no matter hw small d step is, we surely r movin 4ward.

Im glad 2 b in tis country, where i can make frens wit any1 frm any race n nt find it sumthin mind blowin. Im glad 2 maintain my identity s a Chinese, yet in every way, proud 2 speak english n Malay.

Tis country is free from natural disasters such as earthquakes, volcanoes n all.

We r one of d most developed 3rd World couuntry.

We hav great variety of food. Try askin ppl who go overseas 4 sumtime lik Suguna or Abg Sly or Cheng Cheng. They def can und tis.

Im glad bcos im given a proper chance 2 education here eventhough im not rich. Education is affordable here. Im proud 2 b a UKM public university student, though of cos, it is not without its flaw.

Im 22 tis yr. It means d next election i can vote 2 make my voice heard. Im not passionate politically wit all d back biting, gossips n trivial matters. But i noe it is d responsiblity i mz hav s a citizen 2 b alert on wat is goin on n make d rite vote though it may oni b 1 vote.

I don't want 2 disappoint d leaders of past. Most importantly, i abide by d rule of tis country bcos of the Number 1 principle in Rukunegara : Kepercayaan Kpd Tuhan

Dear Lord, thx U so much 4 givin us tis wonderful country, n all tt is in it. Thx U tt im part of tis nation.I pray 4 d leaders of tis countries tt they will b able 2 rule wisely n use all resources wisely given 2 them from You. I noe You made them leaders 4 a reason n i pray n ask tt U will help me 2 respect d authorities n obey s long s it is in Your will. Protect d nations n may Your blessings continue. Pray also 4 all d uprising leaders in mouldin nw, tt U will guide all of us 2 b proper citizen of Malaysia.

Praying hard

My daddy will b in Institut Jantung Negara 2day until Friday.

Have 2 go thru heart operation in order to put a defribilator in his heart so tt if he has a case of sudden heart attack, d defribilator will trigger back d electrical impulse in order 2 restart d heart.

He hav 2 do tis operation bcos doc said tt his ECG readin is irregular n aft tt they discovered tt his heart muscles are weakenin n sum are even dying.He cld hav sudden death if he dun do it.

It's simple operation, oni 2 hrs. But heart aches bcos in my life, tis is d 1st time sum1 so dear 2 me hav 2 do a major surgery....:(

Prayin hard tt daddy will b ok. Missin him already....

Dear Lord

D Lord God Almighty who carried me thru d difficult times, can help me thru tis time oso. Grant me a childlike faith.



Bcos God is sovereign over all n i noe me being on bended knees, can do so much more than my feeble hands tryin 2 control things beyond my power.



But Oh Lord, help me 2 believe n help me 2 c tt U will do jz wat U said. Help me in my unbelief.



All pics courtesy of Google. :)

This may sound cheesy, but......

Hey u...

Receiving a bookmark frm u yest n readin d simple msg, u dunno how much it reli warmed my heart. D words u wrote, touched me s i noe u cared...

Then i recalled back our frenship over the yrs...I remembered knowin u thru Ling. U were alwiz so serious lookin n intimidatin.

Then wen i came 2 church, we were in d same class. Found u to b such a quiet person n very dilligent. I stil rem hw my 1st impression on u was tt this girl is so hardworkin s i heard bout hw smart u r n all frm Ling *trust me, she looked up to u.hoho*

N due 2 sum incident, *let's nt mention it here, :P * u were angry wit me. So i was afraid 2 even go near u. :P

Then lo n behold, our frenship sparkle started wen u msged me 4 d very 1st time bcos we had similar issue back then...*tt was lik yrs n yrs ago wen we were bot in YP.*

Over d yrs, i seen u struggle thru things, u shared wit me so many things n i had privilege 2 noe many things first hand frm u, n 4 tt im so grateful wit d trust. :)

U were such strong lady wen goin thru so many things - a testimony 2 me tt God's strength is sufficient...

Wen i was down 2 d pit, u were there, not emo-ing wit me but more lik a companion who prayed 4 me, who cared 4 me, stand by my side. N i rem wen u came over n said, "here is a gift 4 u 2 cheer u up".

U r nt a girl of much words, which is y i noe tt everythin u did, it came frm ur heart.

Thx 4 bein such a great sis. I thx d Lord for u r indeed a gift frm Him 2 me.
Over d yrs, u had been so faithful 2 Him n seeing tt u r movin in2 a new phase of ur workin life excites me very much. N here, frm my heart, i pray tt d Lord will keep u faithful 2 Him all thru ur life.

I love uuuuu~~~

P/s - jz 2 steal ur line - this may sound cheesy but NOOO!!:)

Dear you....

Dear you....

today i was talkin to our old collegue in Traxx n i was askin him bout the new intern. Apparently d new intern is bein very quiet, ntg much n jz doin her work...

i was flabbergasted s i wondered, how can it be?????she is missin all d fun in Traxx...

Then i realised sumthin....

Tt ur presence made a world of difference...

U noe u cld hav been a nitemare, terrible, horrible experience of mine, but u were every bit d opposite...

U cld hav been very "kiasu" alwiz "rebut" work wit me. But nop. U complemented me n worked 2gether n alongside wit me, helpin me wen i need help...givin opinions n nv criticising...

Or very lazy while i do all d work, but nop, u alwiz ask if i need help n initiated work...

U cld hav been very stuck up n hav mood swings, but nop...every mornin i reach office, u will smile *albeit d sleepy look :P* n u were very trustin wit me - a privilege indeed.

U cld hav been uncarin n selfish, but u walked wit me in rain, made police report wit me, teman me everywhere, listened 2 me *blab n blab n blab all da time, how u stand me is a mystery* n shared everythin wit me, never once holdin back...

U made my internship days a blast n a whole lot of difference.

U r a great fren n i can't tell how much im indebted for d good times we had.

I thx God for u~

I love n miss ya~~~


P/s - last emo post from me ok! dun wish for more. :P now blah~