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Hello All!

Due to the diverse nature of the things that I actually blog about, I have decided to put them into specific links.

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For the Rattle, it is about any random thoughts I have.

For Christian Living, it is mostly thoughts I gathered about God in my process of knowing Him better.

For Reviews, I basically review things ranging from movie, to products I buy, or website I find interesting.

For Academic Life, needless to say it is all about knowledge gained from my work and studies.

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Press Conference

15.04.2011

Worked for half a day and then took off to KL Sentral. Met Abang KNB and his cute gang of Abang Bad and Abang Mont.

Abang KNB invited me to go to press conference for his very first novel. Very proud of his achievement as I knew he worked very hard for it. 3000 copy is out for sale, so people, grab your chance to buy his novel, Pecah at the KL International Book Festival. Or else, you can just buy it through Amazon. Great reading for fiction!

Officially on Twitter.

Hey people!

Suetnie is officially on Twitter like 10 minutes ago!

Still find it very confusing. Aduish!

Rejection (10.4.2011)

For the past few days, I was pretty active on Facebook.

Checking people out (or stalking, whichever you prefer)

And I derived one conclusion from the many statuses.

*One deepest desire of human is to be chosen and accepted.

One deepest fear of human is to be rejected.*

To be pretty maybe a dream of ordinary girl,

To be successful maybe a dream of a man,

But whoever you are,

As long as you are human,

You long to be chosen.

That is why human often put on fake mask.

To be chosen by the audience that so often reject them.

放生

放生

I do not know how to write Chinese, but I know this two words. It is pronounced as "fong sang".

Direct translation to English using Google means "release".

It is a term that people used when they released caught fishes back into sea where the fishes belong.

I listened to a Chinese song with this title.

The song said...

*Because I love you so much, I am willing to release you,

As I do not want to be facing you, hanging on you seemingly half dead,

It is time to let my hands go,

As I understand, to release you is to release myself.*

Not once, but many times, this lyrics speaks of my life.

Sometimes, to love, it means to let go....

As a fish back to sea,

So long you are happy.

Who says u will be good at what u like?

One thing I enjoy very much in life is to sing. I think my interest started way back when I was about standard 3. You know, days when you listen to cassette and you have to rewind the tape in order to listen to the same song? That was what I do. I remembered my very first cassette was Max 3. The two songs that I first learnt by heart to sing was Forever by Damage and Reflection by Christina Aguilera.

So if you know I am loud, it is all courtesy of all the shouting I did when I was a kiddo. Hehe.

But my real singing started when I start attending church. I really loved church songs even when I was not a Christian. Since I became a Christian, singing became a big part of my life. I sing when I am deep in thoughts, I sing when I am happy, I sing when I am sad. In fact, until now, I have a song in mind most of the time.

I always feel sad that I can't sing well. I always feel that I am not talented to sing. Somehow, there come a point of time, I feel I should stop singing at all.

But you know what, I realized it doesn't matter. I realized having a bad voice does not mean I have to stop singing. I will continue to sing my heart out for the Lord.

P/s - but probably tone down a bit for the sake of ears around me. hehe. :)

Laman yang sudah berhabuk

Hey people. I am really sorry for the lack of updates. Writer's block. :P

Today, it was such a fun time that I had together with Shir Li, Zeke and Jacob. Just a simple lunch. It was just great that in their simple ways, they shared their zeal for God's Word and their love for Jacob boy. Jacob boy is such a fun boy to be with. :)

Yesterday was a great time shopping with mum. Mid Valley was quite good as it wasn't quite packed. Hope mum had a good time with all the shoppings and makan time. But I realized how mum is getting older, gettin tired more easily. I feel so much love for her, and I wish there is just more that I can do for her.

Met up with Edmund for breakfast then Lee san in the afternoon for lunch on Saturday. It is just so great to see how they have matured from where they were to where they are. Yet they remained the same and the fellowship we shared is still there.

I was out with Chandran for a whole day of outing on Saturday. I realized how much I missed out on his progress in life and how much he went through for the past 1 year we haven't met. Went for Balinese food - quite a good choice by chandran and also IKEA! :) Love the trip to IKEA. IKEA always fascinate me.

Back track some more, I had a great time with Cheryl Jie and also Sugu to Canaan Land! Once I said I never been to any Christian book store, I was brought to Canaan Land ( two of it ) and not to mention Salvation and Evangel, courtesy of Pei Yee!

Now i can proudly say I went to 3 Christian bookstores already! :D

Oh yeah, I had such a blessed first class with Billy Boy! My little kiddo in Sunday School. So glad he appeared after missing for 3 weeks! Oh the joy of teaching God's Word! :D

Though I am kinda jobless at the moment, all these moments of catching up made up for the sadness! Thanks everybody for cheering up my first month of the year!