So if you know I am loud, it is all courtesy of all the shouting I did when I was a kiddo. Hehe.
But my real singing started when I start attending church. I really loved church songs even when I was not a Christian. Since I became a Christian, singing became a big part of my life. I sing when I am deep in thoughts, I sing when I am happy, I sing when I am sad. In fact, until now, I have a song in mind most of the time.
I always feel sad that I can't sing well. I always feel that I am not talented to sing. Somehow, there come a point of time, I feel I should stop singing at all.
But you know what, I realized it doesn't matter. I realized having a bad voice does not mean I have to stop singing. I will continue to sing my heart out for the Lord.
P/s - but probably tone down a bit for the sake of ears around me. hehe. :)